HOW DO I LET GO OF THIS,
MY HEART IS OVERWHELMED WITH PAIN AND I CANT STAND IT,
THIS IS NOT A NIGHT OF BLISS,
BUT A NIGHT OF TEARS AND I CANT GO THROUGH IT.
HELP ME LORD,
I KEEP GOING BACK AND FORTH,
I DONT KNOW WHY I AM STILL HOLDING ON,
WHILE PAIN KEEPS SLAPING ME ACCROSS THE FLOOR.
MEMORIES HAD ME TRAPPED IN MY INFATUATIONS,
HOW DO I LET GO OF MY DEPRESSIONS,
THE WORLD STILL JUDGES ME,
AND IN THE BEGINING WAS YOU AND ME.
WHO IS WRONG WHO IS RIGHT IS NOT THE ISSUE,
IF YOU DONT GET IT LET ME CONSCIENTIZE YOU,
WHEN YOU LEFT,
I WAS HERE STRESSING AND SEARCHING MY BAG FOR YOU.
STILL LOOKING, I REALIZED YOU WERE READY TO SAY BYE,
WHILE I STOOD THERE AND LEFT TO CRY,
STILL LOOKING, I REALIZED I WAS EMOTIONALLY PARALIZED,
WHILE I STOOD THERE AND LEFT TO DIE.
MY BODY SCREEMING, FREEDOM AT LAST,
MY HEART WHISPERING, THAT WAS YOU LAST,
DO I NEED YOU?, NO! DONT SWEAT,
DO I LOVE YOU?, YES BUT DONT STRESS.
I FIGHT WITH MY THOUGHTS,
DEBATE IN MY HEART,
DO I WANT YOU BACK,
BUT WHAT THE HELL, YOU DINT ENJOY WHAT WE HAD.
WHAT THE HELL I GAVE IT MY ALL,
WHOSE TO BLAME,
YOUR FOOT FOR LEAVING,
WHILE I STOOD THERE AND WONDERED WHERE YOUR GOING.
THESE ARE MY GOOD BYE'S,
I HOPE YOU LEARNING,
I HOPE YOU LEARNING,
ITS TIME TO LET GO,
GOODBYE MY FOREVER!!!
PAIN CAME WHEN YOU LEFT,
I THINK I PLAYED MY PART AND TRIED TO MAKE IT WORK,
BUT TIME IS GONE AND YOU LEFT WITH IT.
I HOPE YOU GROW,
AND UNDERSTAND I WAS THE BEST YOU EVER HAD,
ONE DAY YOULL NOTICE,
YOUR LIFE WAS FAST AND YOU LEFT YOUR BLESSING BEHIND.
I PRAY FOR YOU...
I HOPE YOU GET THE BEST...
I HOPE THAT YOU REALIZED THAT ONLY GOD HAS THE POWER TO BLESS PEOPLE WITH LOVE...
I DONT BLAME YOU,
THIS IS JUST A BROKEN HEART SPEAKING!!!
